Running with the wolves

Lately I've been having these creative impulses to get out and do something more exciting, try new medians, techniques, different angles, lighting etc etc.

Being a designer is somewhat of a curse. Everything you see, touch and feel...you always question. For me, it's been a lot easier to channel out certain aspects of my life due to design.

I WANT QUALITY.

I have less patience and tolerance for poorly designed, unorganized, and insufficient people and objects. I think having ADHD has something to with it as well. I'm a perfectionist; nothing is ever "good enough" for me especially when someone else does it. I can be my own harsh critic and that's fine because I know myself enough to be able to control certain variables in my life to get the best results. Of course besides me there's my significant other who's the balance and leveler in my life.

Where I'm going with this, I have no fucking clue.

I guess age and career are starting to lure over my head and going through this whole process of the transition from being a student fucking around, partying and bullshit, working a part-time job to fulfill my weekend endeavors and such....to becoming an opportunist, setting goals and making the paper.

Working in the sushi game for 6 years now and working for my current sushi bar for over a year now has worn me the fuck out. Especially the past year since we got a Japanese-Bruce Lee wannabe-Predator haircut having-testosterone driven-poser-fuck face-washed up musician as our manager with 4 years less experience than me running the damn show. It's been nothing but a fucking dead end for me.

For once in my life, I'm finally starting to feel the second part of my life phase out and all the bullshit I don't need in it.

I've always been a people-person, and a lot of times being too nice and trying to find the good in people os just too much of a fucking task. Especially when people around my age who consider themselves "adults" act like fucking kids.

It's funny how all the shit-talkers like to congregate together with other shit-talkers who all share the common shit-talk. I guess they believe in strength in numbers.

My whole lifestyle's changing...I'm HUNGRY, and there's no more bullshit for me to take from anyone or anything so if you're ever looking for me, try finding me out there running with the wolves

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